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I called mom today, I cried to mom, like a 5 years old baby to cry... Tell mom about my love, why my love is so  emotional , why I can't be a strong woman to handle  love so easily, why I wanted to do something in this way, but "love"  direct me to go another way. Now I understand love is blind. When u love someone, u only see his advantage, now I totally understand,  for example, when I walk in a forest, there are many trees, but I only see one tree, why I can't see other trees. Cuz I feed this tree up in my love? Why my love can't give someone else. What happened about me, where is the strong girl?????? Who can help me to see other trees. Life is short , why I cant read this sentence deeply..............

Today I heard a story, I feel disgusting , so disgusting in mind....... How ppl are free to have a sex, how they can play  with love, and also I do not understand why they play with " sex " so easily.  I felt like my husband had a affair with another woman and then so sad to tell me I love u, please forgive me sorry I was not controlling. Where the responsibility , I was thinking if man and woman were in love, everyone is serious, indeed it is wrong, they don't care to hurt each other. Such as buy a flower when they become ugly and then throw away.  When I heard this story I suddenly I am living another world. I am so different with other ppl. I should become an evil woman to face the disgusting love..........

today i studied the whole day until now, my eyes are hurt now........  tired ............

i have been thinking " degree" is so important to me, if i marry earily instead to study now ,what's my life ? have  kid  with my husband enjoying everyday ?????

haaaaaaaaaaaa, so funny, life is so strange, i never imaged i can live in another country to talking with many different people..

do i regret my beginning decison ? i dunno, what's my future life ? who can tell me ?

haaaaaaaaaa, many questions .............

long time i did not write a journal. todya i dod not feel good, i heard someone dead, someone be loved. eveyrday i can hear different things. where is my love ?????????

i will be the rest of girls in marriage time ...........................

my tragic love, it is a almost dying flower, who will l give me water to feed me up?

 who will let me enjoy sunshine again ?

this Spring break, i went to New orleans. it was wonderful. i post some pics, haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. sso happy, there are many European building.